And all of a sudden in the middle of spring
It’s winter all over again he says.
The sooty leaves are strewn across the streets.
The streets are littered with pieces of scattered bones
Bones of men devoid of flesh
Flesh that melted in the burning inferno
Infernos they lit to warm their houses
Houses they looted to earn their living.
Living: the last man lynched on the street to holy chants of ram.
Ram who stood their mute spectator to the bloodbath in his name.
Name? Shouldn’t he stand on the skies with placards screaming not in my name?
Name? his name?
Name: Ashfaq? Ashfaq would kill him. His name would get him murdered and thrown in ditches filled with bodies of wonder how many Ashfaqs?
Ash-Ashwin he’d stammered ” Jai Shree Ram ” he’d muttered. Press card he’d shown. His pants he’d held tight. Don’t ask me to open he’d thought.
It passed they passed .
He tells me he’ll shave his beard and change his name.
He tells me the dark alleys and flags of saffron scare him as he returns back home in the dead of the night.
Tired and defeated and disappointed of life of this world of the friends he had, who never spoke up.
Why does his head keep buzzing he asks
with images of tears and death and blood
On faces of old men who’s skin got burnt my acid .
On ripped clothes of men on their knees pleading for mercy begging for life?
Blood on that burnt out flesh of that bent old woman with ancient lines etched on her face?
On the hands of men with broken rods in hand and chants of Ram on their lips
Why don’t they look up the ones chanting jai Shree ram why don’t they look up at the skies while their rod hits the already lifeless body of another stats to be disposed off by the dead souls in unifirms.
why don’t they look up and see ?
Their Ram standing there holding placards screaming not in my name?
His voice breaks.
And I hang up.
I don’t know. I don’t know anything anymore.